I promised the whole world & time for you, but eventually I couldn't deliver them to you. True Love itself doesn't seems to be enough in reality, as time can lighten the density of quality. I thought I could be that mountain that you would depend on whatever & whenever you needed, but I guessed I am wrong. The saddest truth is, I really wish I could...

Stress & exhaustion made me became complacent, due to the lack of my determination. Thus, negligence became a sin I am guilty of. The Best, I may used to be... But I will never allow anyone to replace that title in my absent. Hate me, I know. Punish me if you have to. Leave me, if you feel necessary to hurt us both. But please let me say this to you...

I am really sorry to have let you down, but I do truly love you with everything I have as well. Believe me when I say I don't have a choice, for to you I know you don't agree with me. I admit that I was not in the best I am to you, but do you know I'm also not in my best to treat you well too? I am not finding excuses for the wrong that I had made, as I indeed am as guilty as I can be. I only beg you to have faith in me, if not at least have faith in the love that brought us so far. I Love You, I Really Do. And I know you really love me too. Why continue to hurt yourself when we're both already so wounded, why not hug tight and encourage both of us to live through this storm. I will, but will you stay with me...?